When the tears don’t come but the heart hurts

Another birthday that you never got to see. That we never got to celebrate. Today should of been my husbands 36th birthday but he will forever be 32. I've spent the day alone locked in a world of doing not an awful lot. Tonight I have to wrap Christmas presents for his family that never … Continue reading When the tears don’t come but the heart hurts

Health assessment

It's that time again. I've been summoned for a health assessment as part of my benefits. It's more than two weeks till the appointment and my anxiety is already high about it and my ocd is telling me all sorts negative. I'm scared of loosing my benefit and having to fight without it.